Currently Listening 50 Number Ones By George Strait see related

Don't worry. I'm still alive.

I totally forgot all about this thing.  I read over the last entries and I'm such a dork.  There is no Kristin now.  Living the single life.  I'm happy.  Kinda lonely but happy.  I can't complain.  But as Aeschlyus says "In our sleep, pain that cannot forget, falls drop by drop on our hearts.  In our own despair, against our will, comes wisdom by the awful grace of God."  So I'm a bit wiser now, but ok. 

Currently Listening Mud on the Tires By Brad Paisley Little Moments see related

Sorry folks.  I know it's been a while.  A lot has happened in the past while.  Heather is gone..........Thank God...............And I've met a great person in Kristin.........She's so amazing I can't even describe her.  Everytime I see her I have to catch my breath..........Yeah I actually have to remind myself to breathe...........Kinda sad huh.............Anyway I'll check back more often................LATA...............143KNW

Heather,

              Hey Babygirl!  I hated not talking to you Thursday.  The state you were in Wednesday night kindly worries me.  You said you'd call and you never did.  That's ok............don't get me wrong, I would have loved it if you'd called back but it's ok.  All I ask is that you call and let me know you're ok.  I don't think that's too much to ask of you.  I LOVE YOU and I would hate it if anything would happen to you. 

              I'm looking really forward to next week.  I'm looking forward to you.  I hunger.  I hunger for your touch.  I hunger for your eyes.  I hunger for your lips.  I hunger for your laugh.  I hunger for your smile.  I hunger for your mind.  I hunger for your sense of humor.  I hunger for your breath.  I hunger for your presence.  I hunger for you.

               I cannot convey what you mean to me.  I look around me and all I see is darkness.  You are the only light.  You are my Babygirl.  You don't just make me happy.  You are my happiness.  Everytime I smile I'm thinking of you.  Everytime I laugh I'm thinking of you.  Everytime I breathe I'm thinking of you.  I don't want to use this line but I must.  You are my oxygen.  I breathe you in everytime I breathe.  I need you to survive, exist.  You are my all.

              Anyway, sorry for rambling.  But I know you don't mind.  I have some bad news for you.  You know how I told you that you'd get to help me pick out a vehicle???? Well it looks like I'm going to have a vehicle by Pittsburgh.  You'll get to ride in it all the way home, if you still want to come.  I'll call you at work Friday night if I don't talk to you by then.  I'll call anyway.  I'm not going anywhere.  Except for Pittsburgh next Thursday.  I have a precious package to pick up at the airport, if I can still get the ticket.  I'll order it tonight. 

      I LOVE YOU!  

~West Virginia (aka Sparky)~

Currently Listening Start Static By Sugarcult I Hate Every Beautiful Day see related

I've seen the seven wonders of the world
I've seen the beauty of diamonds and pearls
But they mean nothing baby
Your love amazes me
I've seen a sunset that would make you cry
And colors of the rainbow, reaching cross the sky
The moon in all it's phases
Your love amazes me

Don't you ever doubt this love of mine
You're the only one for me
You give me hope
You give me reason
You give me something to believe in
Forever faithfully
Your love amazes me

I prayed for miracles that never came
I got down on my knees out in the pouring rain
But only you could save me
Your love amazes me

Don't you ever doubt this love of mine
You're the only one for me
You give me hope
You give me reason
You give me something to believe in
Forever faithfully
Your love amazes me

Your love
But only you could save me
Your love amazes me

I feel depressed..............I haven't gotten to talk to Babygirl today.  I never thought I'd feel so alone.  All I want to do is hear her voice................I LOVE YOU BABYGIRL!!!!!!